Let's ForgetLook at us now Who could've predicted this? Neither of us thought we'd end up this way Cold, awkward, and ignorant Needing a reason to talk to each other We can't just say "I miss you" "I just wanted to hear your voice" Oh no, because that'd be crossing The boundaries of 'just friends' We've subconsciously worked so hard To make. But when we do cross that line Without even speaking We forget We forget that we ever let anything come between us I panic, thinking I hugged you too tightly For a little too long But you were holdinLet's Forget
We KnowYou're everything I hate Everything I'm against You fake your innocence Just like you fake your romances Your love is a poor imitation But your charm blinds everyone They cannot see you for who you really are. They can't see how you fake this shit To save yourself. Prove that you can take any girl hostage But she won't yell, scream or cry Just follow you obeyingly Under your spell of cheap lies Rub it in my face But I still see you Underneath the "I don't care"'s After what we went through I don't think you'll let yourself Get close likWe Know
Silly, Little Girl"Be who you are. Imitation is suicide." My motto Yet, around you I forget everything I believe in This person I've spent months building gets broken down in just one glance. That one glance tears down my walls of strength revealing an insecure clumsy awkward silly, little girl with low self-esteem. A girl who is afraid. Afraid of loving caring of feeling out loud. All for the fear of not being loved or cared about. The opposite of this strong outspoken realistic independent girl with stronSilly, Little Girl
So well-rehearsed it's crazy"Are you okay?" She looks into her eyes. "Of course I am." She says mechanically. She smiles in a well-thought-out way. Show the top teeth, Make her eyes crinkle. Let it go lightly. They turn away to talk Of light-hearted things And she whips aroundSo well-rehearsed it's crazy
To hide the tears falling Down her face. I can't tell the truth, But I can't lie, either. What am I to say? NO. I am NOT okay.
ExplanationThese scars on the outside show The hurt that is within But nobody will ever know The places that I've beenExplanation
The blood is here To show I'm still alive From the pain I fear When I dream of suicide
The tears that I cry Dripping down my skin Will let you know of the lies I am told over and over again
I'm slowly fading And I wish you knew why Why I'm always bleeding And why I wish to die
Devious Journal Entry
You're hot.
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Dream like you'll live forever, live like you'll die today.
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¤Then Take Me Disappearing Through The Smoke Rings Of My Mind¤
-The Eyes... They NEVER Lie-
lol.
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.:I don't mind the way I feel. Nothing hurts when no one's real:.
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the closet is a terrible place to die!
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please excuse my split personality
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don't you like my 3 dots ...
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